BABY , sometime there 's this thing that i want to tell you but somehow i just don 't know how to say cause you may think that i 'm just playing around or even i just talking craps . This few days i really feel shoo down , i don 't know what 's wrong with me .. Sometime i just feel that i 'm living in my own world . Livin' on seems shooo tiring , without you , i really don 't know what to do. I felt shooo DEPRESSED , at time i just feel that i can 't breathe .. It 's shoo suffocating . This is my first time taking my O's , it 's even stress than taking my N levels . I really doesn 't know how to cope , sometime i really feel like just give up . You 're th only one who keep encouraging me and give me th strength to go through all this . It 's reallyyy tough baby . I 'm trying quite hard but my parents always say i didn 't put in my efforts . Whatever i do , just never ever pleased them .. It hurts when they don 't care about me . I 'm just like livin ' on with my life alone . You 're always around with me but i know that i can't always depend on you sayang . You 've your own personal life too . :/
Babysayang , i can feel that i 'm going to go crazy soon you know ? I 'm serious , not talking craps here . Last time , I somehow was depressed .
Whenever i go home , i feel even more pressurised . I'm trying hard to focus and revised for my exams but they 're not helping me . For small lil' things , they keep nagging . By just nagging it really make me feel even more depressed :/ this also makes me don 't feel like going home . Everyday i just wish to stay outside to avoid scoldings and naggings . I really don 't know how long i could stand it . To them , i always at fault . I really don 't understand . All i know is that it 's really so sucks and tiring to be me .. I just need peace ... I very moody and emotional .. I would found myself laughing so happily and tear for sadness . Th worst is i don 't even know why i cry .. Pathetic rights ? (':
BABYBOYY <3<3,
Thankyou for always be there for me aites ? Even i 've such an suck-up attitude , you still don 't mind about me . I really grateful that i met you baby . Th most happiest thing that happen in my life was i met you and was loved sooo deeply by youu . Baby , i know that sometime my attitude is bad but i don 't know why nowadays i 'm like this . Probably i 'm just too stressed up and tired with my unnecessary problems and my exams . I still remember all th promises that i 've made with you .. Shooo ya , don 't worry aites my dear ? (: really love you damn much . Other than you , i just don 't feel like seeing any other people . Just want to have peace with you . To me , having you is more than enough .. Baby don 't ever leave me yaw , cause without you .. I really don 't know how to live on ..
You 're one in a million , th best that i 've . <3
i reallyyy loveee youuuu sayanggg ^^.
Wish that we could just be together 24hrs , harap kite orang boleh tinggal same ngan youu sayangg .
You gonna be th last guy i gonna loved in my life ((: <33
'' You 're just a part of me , without you i 'm just not perfect .
You hold a special place in my heart , no one else could ever replace you '' <3
Elle-Ohh-Vee-Eeeee <33
loveyouuuu , muacks !
Signing offf ,
BABYGIRL ! <3
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