my imperfections

Dear babykush ,
baby i love th way you pamper me all th time , and honestly you ' ve spoiled me but i felt so lucky you know ? (:
when i know you , i started to feel all my true happiness . You never ever failed to make me feel happy . Baby i 'm very sorry that i 'm hot tempered . If can , i hope baby could tolerate or even understand .
There 's a part when i actually shouted and scolded you , i see your sad face and felt your heart- broken heart )':
i could feel your sadness . Baby i 'm really sorry , i 'll change myself . I always feel that i 'm not a good girlfriend . But to you , no matter how bad i am , you always sees me so beautifully . Baby i don 't know shall i say i deserve or shall i say don 't deserve you . You 're awesome baby . Whatever i want , you try your best to give me . You being with me , i also know that baby have sacrifices much for me . <3. I feel so touched my dear . I hate myself babyy , i feel so hatred cause why can't i just tolerate my temper . You never once scolded me )': baby can you at least scold me for once to let me wake up ? At least i 'll feel better . But i know you wouldn 't scold me . Baby why are you so nice to me ? I feel even more guilty .. Baby i do love you . YES baby I REALLY DO LOVE YOU JUST LIKE HOW MUCH YOU LOVED ME .. But i just reacted diff-ly .

Baby today i just left th house for a moment to take some fresh air as i feel really stress up . And you went missing . I was so anxious you know ? I couldn 't find you at all . My heart felt really scared . But when i found you , i scolded youu . I didn 't know that baby went out to find me .. Baby i 'm sorry )': sobsob .. Look at me .. What type of girlfriend am i ? Do i really deserve you baby ? You love th way i am but i treat you so bad )': sobsob !! i should have hug you tight tight instead ..
Baby i 'm really sorry . I hope you forgive me babyy ..

Baby last but not least , i really love youu sayang . I don 't want to lose you baby , i can die if you leave me baby :/ sobsob
baby i mayb diff at times , but my heart always stay th same . What i 've promised to you , i wont break it baby . And i won't leave you i swear baby .

Infinity loves,
BABYGIRL - SEESIAAAAAA <3.
Muacks :*