Not giving up yet

Omgg . Sometime feeling a little lazy to update my blog . HAHAH , MS. LAZYBUMM <3.
Gonna summaries what i want to say :

I just got back my O level result . Sigh . It 's was outrageous )': honestly i did badly , even though i ' ve got 35 higher nitec courses that i 'm eligible for . But most of th courses were engineering . Ohmyy, totally have no interest in those courses . Th only courses i 'm interested was '' biotechnolgy '' i don 't even know much about that course . What i heard it was regarding Science . I've made my final decision . I 've decided to retake my O 's . Meaning i 'm retaining . Useless rights ? But i 'm not giving up yet !! (: i 'm gonna workl hard this year . I really want to go poly to take my diploma . This year my baby also taking his N levels . We both gonna work hard together . I will also try to help him as much as i could . But now , there isn 't any question that he ask me yet . I better worry about myself first . Woahs , beeen studying so long in secondary school . First time in my life i choose to retain . Everybody been asking me why don 't i move on to higher nitec . Yes i don 't mind taking higher nitec but th thing is i don 't like any courses at there . That 's th problem .

I was kind of worry that this year i won't do well tooo . Ohgosh ! O levels seriously difficult luhs . Haish , i really wished i could pass this year . I 'm such a disgrace . My parents didn 't even blame me . I feeel evenn sad cause i made them disappointed . But i gonna push myself hard this year . Stop all nonsense and get started now ! ^^ ''

tomorrow i 'm gonna go for interview . Hopefully i could get in again (:
as long as i don 't give up , i must believe i can do it !
Go go go !! <3


Dear baby ,
i remember you told me that we may have lesser time for each other rights ? Hmms , baby i understand. I also think it 's time for me to studyy really hard . Babyy if can keep pushing me alrights ? I 'm gonna to work hard together with youu . Hahas , i believe we can do it . I still remember before i get my result , we always misses th time we go to school together . We always wish that we can graduate together . Baby this year i 'm really graduating with youu . Hehs , baby don 't think this is unlucky . It 's just a myth alrights ? (: baby i promised that i will work hard alrights ? Sooon i 'm starting to study already . There 's still some things i haven 't get yet . Such as some books , my school shoes , my school skirt and etc . Baby always rmbr that :

WIFFEY ALWAYS LOVE HUBBY ! <3<3<3
MUACKSMUACKS MWAHHHHS ! :*



infinity loveees ,
BABYGIRL - SEESIAAAAA <3