' Crazy thoughts ❤

Yes ! Now it's already 3am , and I'm still awake. Maybe my hubby will get angry when he get to know this but I had my reasons. Yes I'm tired and currently I'm having headache (which is something I don't like) I mean .. Who likes headache ?(; HAHA. I just finish packing chilli but I'm afraid if I sleep now later I can't wake baby up cause its 1hr 30mins more to wake him . I can sleep aft waking him (; I don't mind. As long as I could wake him , I'm satisfied (;
Recently i just told my dad that I had a malay boyfriend . He may not really like it but it doesn't mean he wont accept it . He just suggest that I shouldn't be with Malay guy as they are not into real and serious relationship . I mean I understand .. Cause modern people really had a great change . I don't know whether I did th right thing by saying it out but I really want to be frank with my parents . I did wanted to tell my mum , but I really afraid of the outcomes . What If everything turn bad ? I am not ready for everything yet . Yes , I may be in a relationship but marriage is a lifetime matter . Me and him already thought of finishing of studies before we talked about that matter . We are still young . But I really wished they accept him . Yes . I believed they need time . I believed one day things would get better once my hubby had succeeded in proving my parents he is different . And I know he is different from others.
I'm dozing off now . Maybe I should get some rest before waking him up . Good nights ❤❤❤❤❤❤





BABY :
Sayang , no matter what I will never ever leave you . Give my parents more time to accept you and we are still young . They still don't understand our situation. We just need to prove to them that you are different from others and I know you can baby ((:
Last but not least ..
No one gonna separate us . Cause we were deeply in love ❤❤❤
I LOVE YOU DEAR ❤❤❤