Imperfection

Hey hihi ! Been damn busy till forget to update blog. When im down , blog is the only thing came to my mind .

Been quarreling this few days. Really sucks .. sigh !

I dont know where to start with . Endless complications , endless misunderstanding. All i could say we hardly bond together now though everyday we see each other . Its true its never gonna be the same. I really wish everything start anew like it used to be . But if things were so easy , i guess everyone is free from problems. I know my imperfection cause much much misery between us . I tried .. i tried be a better girl but i really have no idea how to be . Sometime i just wonder am i expecting too much from him . I mean i felt insecure most of the time . I felt that i was the man . I want to be your princess . I miss the past us . I misss all the laughters we had. I miss the time when we were like best best friend where we share all our probs, soul mate where we make our life so differently, partners like we were a team ,lovers where our heart beat together and some one who we cant live without each other . I mean... yes we are still the same but we were drifting.
It takes 2 hands to clap. Im doing my part and you should do your part too . Relationship need many many surprises to make sure the sparks keep on. Being together werent easy as we need sacrifices much for one and another .
Sometime i feel really sad . Cause when i needed you , you werent there . And now im filled with many problems . I couldnt breathe .. i wish everything become better . Just like how we used to be .. ♡