Dear no one,
Blogging seems so outdated but I find it the best place to speak out. This is where I always turn to when I want to speak out my heartfelts.
Its been years being together with him, however for some reasons.. I felt that we drifted so much compared to when we first met. Many things seems
even tougher, even difficult, even complicated, even messy, even impossible. It true that we meet often, but just that something is missing.
The fun, the laughters, the understanding and slowly the love that we once had. We are looking at a different point in life. What I expect stays as
what I expect for and what I've got are just what the truth is. Love isn't a fairy tales. Love isn't perfect as it seems to be.
Whatever I did, he don't seems to understand. I felt more empty. He is different from what I first knew. Everything change including you and me.
I felt that I was just an extra someone, and not a part of him or even someone who completes him.
Its been a bad start of my poly year 2 first semester. Even though timetable are pretty fantastic, but school isn't what I looking forward for as compared to the first time. I used to like going to school till this semester start. New classmates, new arrangement, new modules and new special characteristics from classmates. Going through everything by myself, doesn't feel good either. When I needed you, you wasn't here/there for me.
I know its tough for you but its tough for me too. Whatever I do , you don't see the good in it. I just wish you see me special. How I wish I was special to you. To be honest, you have changed so much that I don't really know you. You made me felt so worthless for you. I hate crying alone. I hate the fact that I tear so much for you and yet you don't know. I hate the fact that you didn't do things that I should deserved.
You cared so much for other's feelings but not mine. I feel so far away from you.
Is this even LOVE ANYMORE ? I really don't know.
Is this a right choice? I really not sure either..
Dear no one,
Blogging seems so outdated but I find it the best place to speak out. This is where I always turn to when I want to speak out my heartfelts.
Its been years being together with him, however for some reasons.. I felt that we drifted so much compared to when we first met. Many things seems
even tougher, even difficult, even complicated, even messy, even impossible. It true that we meet often, but just that something is missing.
The fun, the laughters, the understanding and slowly the love that we once had. We are looking at a different point in life. What I expect stays as
what I expect for and what I've got are just what the truth is. Love isn't a fairy tales. Love isn't perfect as it seems to be.
Whatever I did, he don't seems to understand. I felt more empty. He is different from what I first knew. Everything change including you and me.
I felt that I was just an extra someone, and not a part of him or even someone who completes him.
Its been a bad start of my poly year 2 first semester. Even though timetable are pretty fantastic, but school isn't what I looking forward for as compared to the first time. I used to like going to school till this semester start. New classmates, new arrangement, new modules and new special characteristics from classmates. Going through everything by myself, doesn't feel good either. When I needed you, you wasn't here/there for me.
I know its tough for you but its tough for me too. Whatever I do , you don't see the good in it. I just wish you see me special. How I wish I was special to you. To be honest, you have changed so much that I don't really know you. You made me felt so worthless for you. I hate crying alone. I hate the fact that I tear so much for you and yet you don't know. I hate the fact that you didn't do things that I should deserved.
You cared so much for other's feelings but not mine. I feel so far away from you.
Is this even LOVE ANYMORE ? I really don't know.
Is this a right choice? I really not sure either..
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