some overdue story to tell ..

4NOVEMBER2012;SUNDAY <3

Today my hubby came to my house very early in th morning. I was kind of surprised as he usually sleep like oinkoink ^OO^ <---- like this (: HAHA, but he is CUTE ok ? (: * melts .. He is someone who i loved th most and also someone who i can share all secrets and gossips together ^^ because i know he wont betray me.  today im going down to help out at my parent's store so we went out alittle early to have out early lunch . we went to eat nasi ayam penyet . Wooohooo, my FAVOURITE ! <3 HAHAHAS fat me.. Aft lunch, he send me to bugis and he went off to meet his family at safra to play pool. That moment i started missing him  but i know that i have things that need to be done so i went to complete it. My parents also successfully sold all th food by 6pm and that' s th time i headed off to bugis with my sist. My sist went to meet her bf and friend at bugis .. and me? ermmm.. i called my baby , and i shouted at him ): I know its my fault but yet always pushed fault to him. haish , i really just want him to be beside me forever but i knoe this is impossible. He have his family just like i've my family. He have his life just like i have my life. But i was too selfish, what i want is to captured th entire him and not letting him have his personal time. I know that This part i really did wrong. BABY .. I WOULD LIKE TO APOLOGISED. I hope baby forgive me. this went on till night (before we go home and heart to heart talk). even at safra we quarrel ); sorry baby ..  BABYSAYANGGG<3 Hubby sorry for all th mistakes i have done . But i really want you to know that i really love you. I'm so afraid that one day baby will no longer chase aft me and stop loving me . Im really afraid. I know that all this while, we have been quarrelling for every small things. Baby , we should grow . Learn how to heart to heart talk, no hiding feelings so that we would not need to quarrel anymore. Im really sorry for all th nonsense i have gave you, sorry for all th hurtful things i had once said, sorry for being selfish, sorry for being not perfect and sorry for every single things . BUT I HAVE NEVER EVER STOP LOVING YOU BEFORE. BABY YOU 'RE NOT ONLY TH ONE I LOVED, OR THE ONE I WANT TO LIVE TOGETHER FOREVER, OR THE ONE WHO A;WAYS STAND BY ME, OR TH ONE WHO LOVE ME DESPITE ALL MY FLAWS, OR MY HUBBY, OR MY KOALA BEAR, OR MY SQUIRREL BUT ALSO MY BEST FRIEND ^^ I WOULD CHANGE MYSELF TO BE BETTER AND NOT CHANGING ANY PART OF MY LOVE FOR YOU SO DONT WORRY OK MY FATTY ? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHS <3<3<3<3<3 BE MINE FOREVER, LIVE WITH ME FOREVER AND STAY MINE FOREVER <3 I LOVE YOU NOW, TOMORROW , AND FOREVER . I PROMISED HUBBYKUSH :* MUACKMUACKS <3 (BEEN TOGETHER FOR 411 DAYS ) LET TH YEARS COUNT US AND NOT US COUNTING TH YEARS ..