Chance

I really love my boyfriend . Today I dont know whether I made the right choice . I ask him to think about whether he loved me or he just had a crush on me . And not contact each other for a few days . I really don't want to live to believe that he really love me . He said he love me . But is it really he loved me ? He himself don't even know .. Asking for this few days , I guess I will really miss him . He may choose to leave me (which is not what I choose ) . He may really find out he really love me . I don't know .. I'm really confused . But what I know is ... I really love him ... I wonder whether he also loves me like how I love him . I can't sleep . I keep on crying . I felt as though I had lose half of him . But I also don't want him to be with me and not knowing he really love me anot . My heart ache so much , whenever I cried .. My heart felt so heart ache . My eyes are swollen now . I'm thinking of him . Does he also thinks about me ? All this are fated .. If he's mine , he will always be . Insya'allah ❤
I swear I really love him . I love him more than I love my ex . This feeling is something I had never felt before . I really don't know what to do if I lose him , I guess I really Gonna just stay single . But I really wished he 's mine forever . Hopefully he 's my right man .
I want to love like how we used to be )';

Even the day we got to go separate ways , I promised I will still love him ❤